It's been a while. Six and a bit months to be not-very-exact. Doesn't
time fly when you're (butter)flying around? And there has been lots to
flutter around for: a new job, a new voluntary role, college, job #2,
and more personal awareness and learning than I had previously thought
possible. It's fair to say life has been hectic. But there has been some
chilling too, notably on my first beach holiday in more than five
years. Nice.
I made new friends, reconnected with old, and sadly
lost touch with a couple too. Turns out the pain of broken friendships
doesn't get any easier as you get older. As for a broken heart, well
let's just say I'm getting there.
So, a new year, a new
beginning. Damn those cliches! Actually, 2011 is set to have more than
it's fair share of endings as several of my current projects will draw
to a close later this year. Come the autumn my life will probably look
very different, but there's little I can do about that for a good while
yet. So, until then, I'm doing my best to sit back and trust in the
process.
Trust. The T word. Just where I left off six and a bit months ago. I guess some things take longer to work through.